Secret keeper

Continuously lost in thought
A friendship that's so great is ours
My secret keeper-and-I yours
Nothing to gain but wisdom and lack of pain
Complete trust and never will we lie
Love is what our trust brought
I could go on wondering for hours
Of what our friendship could gain
I promised I wouldn't try
What if we hadn't met, what if we did meet
Would we still be like this
Nobody knows about you or me
So afraid of losing you
If you knew my one secret you could never keep
You're the one person who could never make me cry
I know every side; the geek, the jock, the prep and the sweet
Would our friendship still be as it exists
I wish I could make you see
Of just how you make me feel complete
I'm afraid the secret's out to my secret keeper;
I'm in love with you.

Intoxicated

You and me
One swift motion
Eyes locked, lips parted
Our bodies glistened
So together and so free
Completely expressionless of emotion
Reaching territory that's uncharted
Heavy sighs of sweet whispers listened
I wanna be yours and you mine
But in truth-
I'll never be enough
So I'll knock back the wine
And relive every thought
Just so you know, I love it rough
Intoxicated- by only you
I'll take you in-
One step at a time; completely whole
Whatever it'll take-
To get you in my arms
Truth always spread thin
In the end it'll leave a hole
I'll be just another mistake
Fallen by your charms
I'll never get anywhere intoxicated
Truth: I don't to be anywhere else.

Dirty little secret

And soon I'll be gone
I'll be just another memory to you
Wonder if you'll even care,care that I disappeared
Wonder if you'll even shed a tear, will it tear apart your heart?
Let it eat you up inside?
Just the way it did me when you disappeared
You were my everything, I'm your nothing
All the lies I told, just to keep me whole
To keep you a little while longer
Left me with this excessive mess of a heart
Turn back the clock, back to where you were just another person
To when I only loved one not two
Butterflies consumed my heart along with your brown eyes-
Just like the way she used to; unexpected
Somewhere along the way I fell in love with the wrong person,
Will I ever be yours and you mine?
One can only dream, but for now it's our dirty little secret.

Tough boys don't cry

When I said goodbye, you couldn't even look me in the eye
I looked back, you walked away without second thought
Sometimes I wonder, if you even cared
Now that I'm gone, are you still standing?
Sometimes I wonder, tough boy gonna cry?
When I said I love you, you brushed me off
If I stayed close, would you come around?
Would you care if I disappeared?
One look, two times shy-
Look at you: running away because this got real
Is everything you said it would be?
Tough boys don't cry, you're down on your knees
You're chasing me, I'm already gone
All the 'i-love-you's: you're the one screaming them now
Bet you wonder, did I even care?
Would I wonder if you disappeared?
You're where you should have been, but I'm where you were
Sometimes I wonder, tough boy gonna cry?
This isn't fair; it's all fair in love and war
What you want isn't what you always get
Tough boys don't cry

No more lies.

To forgive or to forget-
Hearing your name makes my blood boil
Knowing the many lies you've told
Our friendship is full of constant turmoil
There isn't anything I wouldn't doubt when it comes to him or me
I'm not mad.
But you're still a disappointment..
There's no chance of taking what was said back
All the lies may have had some truths
But this one doesn't change how you changed our friendship
There's no going back
I'd love to forget, to go back to how we were
I had accepted things just aren't gonna happen
But STOP telling me you want to, STOP planning
He's it
He's what you want although you've got your whole life ahead of you
But it's okay. I'm okay.
In time things may change,
But no more lies-
Lies cause the end of relationships
I certainly don't wanna lose you..
No more lies.

Complexity

Complexity is always the result-
Never the answer nor the solution
Constantly thinking: which bridge to burn, which to cross
Slamming one door behind; timidly opening the next
Fighting to be kind but always end up as an insult
Incapable of some form of resolution
Always trying to get a point across
But nothing ever goes the way I expect
I wish I knew where to draw the line-
You were the path I chose to take,
But now you're the picture I choose to burn
When the doors all close, I'll try the windows.

Goodbye.

Mist grazed over the waking town
As frost covered the grounds
Freshly frosted, fallen leaves scattered about
A single flower stands out- still in bloom;
Peeking out- peekaboo
One last glimpse of summer,
A kiss goodbye.