Shredded

Torn apart-
Piece by piece
I'm drowning
Fighting constantly
Throw me the life line
I want to run-
Kicking and screaming
Pull me out,
I can't escape
Only thing I want-
Slipping through my fingers
Stuck in quicksand,
Where are you?
Living in the past
Present and future is too scary
I need you,
Running out of words
I want to be alive-
Not like this
Why won't you save me?
Everything inside wants out
I can't repress it much longer
I need to hold on-
I can't do this!
Don't let the beast free.
Shredded.

Heart Attack

Breathe-
Blood pressure escalates
Beating as fast as a humming bird
I see you
My heart slows
Body heavy
Feeling light headed-
I miss you

Remembering You

Feelings of dread
Reaching into the dark hole
Full of despair
Thoughts creep back
The mirror image of you appear,
Nobody's there
Shattered glass
And I fall to pieces
Remembering you.

Read me like a Book.

Years go by as the seasons change
Talk all night, sleep all day
Our thoughts' continuous exchange
All talk, no foul play
Venting takes away all pain
Laughter persists cause nobody gets you and I
With you, there's no feelings I could feign
Nobody else can keep me on such a high
In one angle, the world gets to see what I allow
With you, my barriers shed away
Instead of losing grips on reality,
You keep me fighting to stay
Our lives parallel to one another
They will never understand,
Secret keepers to no other
There's nothing we can't withstand
Friends until the end,
Unless the dragons come to be slain
And colors begin to fade
There will always be you and I.