Despair

Feelings of dread
Reaching into the darkness
Full of despair
Thoughts creep back
The mirror image of you appear,
No body's there
Shattered glass
And I fall to pieces-

Forever

Terrified-
Of being shattered
Picking up shards: only leaves scars*
Being left alone-
By you: Never
My body, mind and soul
I gave it all away-
Yours: forever and eternity
Bounded, trust, honesty
We are entwined-
My scars, your scars:
We will heal each other
Our love is what got me here,
I'm trusting you- with my-
Heart-
Body-and-
Soul.
  FOREVER.

You're my everything

Tearing the skin
Bubbles then drips
Single satisfaction
Slowly- one by one
The tears come rolling down
...a broken promise-
Never forgotten.

Endlessly

Would it be okay-
If I fell apart
Would your heart hurt-
If I shut down
Would you be okay-
If I buried myself deep inside
would you break-
If I couldn't stay today
What if I-
Said I couldn't handle the truth
Would you care?
Would you chase me?
Or would you say goodbye?

Heart Attack

Breathe-
Blood pressure escalates
Beating as fast as a humming bird
I see you- my heart slows
Body heavy,
Feeling lightheaded-
I miss you.

Never Ending

Completely trapped-
Boiling inside
Agony, bloodcurdling screams
Shredded-
Endless knots; unable to come apart
Pounding throughout my veins
Tearing my skin-
Anger, disgust and hatred grip my thoughts
Wrenching- my heart
Incapable of release; save me!
Voices scream- no escape
Vines wrap my body,
Taking me for their own
Stripped-of my identity
Changes; endlessly
Obstacles never overcome
No voice of reason
Just me, myself and I-
...an eternal battle