♥

I'm holding it together but baby I'm coming undone
My world broke apart and came together all at once
The pieces holding me together has you written all over
I'll love you forever ♥ .

Dream

I trace the messy, uneven lines that scarred my arms
I didn't care
Inside my body screams, fighting against me
Why had I given the last shred of sanity away
I felt nothing but emptiness and longing
Terrified my world will soon fall apart
Feels like you've walked away
The little voice in my head beckons
My feelings morph into something dark
My hand reaches out
Expecting to release some unbearable pain
To scribble some more hate
I feel a hand instead
Not cold, not hard, something real
You are there; holding my wrists
I break, I fall apart
I cry for what seems like hours but only minutes
Reality sets in
You're not really here...
But you saved me anyways
Everything hits hard against the wall I've put up
Depression seeps through
But I'll fight, we'll fight
You're my everything,
I'm never letting go.

Tell the tale

Put the drink down
And tell the tale of your bleeding heart
Let the words musically flow
Along with the tears full of woe
Never thought the world would break apart
Listen to the words sweetly drown
Bring out your biggest fears
Cry out every single ache
Yell out all the hate
Set all your facts straight
These are your mistakes to make
Nothing seems as it appears
Take the steps you're determined to take
Live every breath as if it's your last
Walk and leave everything in the past
Life is yours to make
Now you'll finally be awake
Once you've realized your heart has dropped
True love has your pain stopped
Under your feet, the world has begun to shake.

Bitch

I don't care what you think
Or when you cry cause they're not real tears
I'm done with all the lies
Close your eyes and I'm gone within a blink
Not everything is as it appears
The truth is hidden in your eyes
I'll be a bitch cause I won't let you push me around
I won't cry when your heart breaks
Or when you're calling to say you miss me
Doesn't matter cause you let me down
Call me a liar cause I don't tell you secrets
Maybe cause it all happens to 'slip out'
Well I'm pounding down the pavement
Not much of a glance to look back
You sure aren't a friend without a doubt
I'm a freak cause I'm not like you
I'm done listening to you talk smack
I won't let you push me around
I'm not turning back
You can cry all you want
But you're the true bitch all around.

Everything's about you.

We went round for round
Screaming til we cried
Til we fell to the ground
We've given everything we had to be tried
Knocked on love's door
Only to be turned away
Left in a downpour
Every thought gets heavier as it weigh
I close my eyes and I see as you tear up inside
I fight against every word I've said
I'm tired of having to be the one trying to hide
Trying to keep my eyes on the sight ahead
Never been level headed
Don't know where to turn but to you
Terrified to have my heart shredded
But I know that you've gone through this too
I reach out for your hand
Holding on tight with two
That way I don't lose you when we land
Cause I know for sure that I love you.

The best of me

Forget your lies
Forget that you ever tried
I can see the tracks you tried to cover
The truth you could never face

You had the best of me,
I had the best of you
Til you took it all away
Made me see all the lies

I'll forget the smiles you tried to get
Forget the things you always faked
The ones you thought I bought
But I always knew you

I kept waiting for the lies to go away
I could forget how you made me wait
While you lied and said you weren't where you were
I'll forget that you said 'I love you'

You tried, you tried so hard
I'll forget the looks you gave
You and your wandering eyes
You'll never get the best of me now

You had the best of me,
I had the best of you
Til you took it all away,
Made me see all the lies

But I don't care
You'll never get the best of me now
You could try harder,
You'll still never get me

You'll never get me,
You'll never get the best of me now.

Screaming.

I'll scream it from the skies,
I'm dying inside,
And it's all from your lies
You can deny all you want
I've heard your cries
You've seen all my tries
But true love dies in your eyes
You've said all your goodbyes
Maybe it's my turn to close my eyes
I'm tired of trying,
Tired of dying,
And of all the lying-
No more relying
And no more crying
You have not torn up my pride;
We will never collide,
But at least I'm not dying inside,
I guess this is goodbye.

Miss Independent

She's packing the heat
Girl got the swagger down
Hips swaying left and right
Her confidence is concrete
Can't bring her down and around
She's got the fight
Proved me wrong of being submissive
Girl's so damn aggressive
She's the fire waiting to ignite
She knows how to be so expressive
I've got her so obsessive
She knows how to play the game
I like the way she touches me
Tells me to do it then and there
She's far from tame
My girl's best when shes free
Bite me if she dare
She knows I don't share
She's got me crazy
She's my miss independent

Prayer...

In my bed, tonight I lay
For which these heavens pray,
Protect my friends on their guided paths
Give them their dreams and make their worlds come alive
Make them creative as my world have become
Give them fight, strength to reach for the stars
Give them the world.