What goes around, comes around

Every morning is a new day
But for me today the sky is grey
Everything keeps going wrong
The day seems to run too long
Anger sets in my chest
Every minute is a minute I detest
My heart pounds intemperately
Trying to piece my head and emotions separately
Reaching to the point of no gain
Fighting to find words to explain
Only tears can tell how I'm feeling
There's no way to tell you how I'm dealing
Frustration only seems to show
Time keeps on going by slow
When will the mess end
This stupid thing is hard to comprehend
Sometimes a fake smile is better than none
But the truth weighs a ton
Mind heavy with endless thoughts
But for you, this is a big fuck you
Mess with me, the flame only gets higher
You're just a stupid little liar
My anger is only the tip
Just wait until you get the whiplash
You stupid bitch, I hate you.

Today

Today-
I don't think I'll care
Think I'll let you stare
Hear you scream my name
I'll just take all the blame
I keep listening to you swear
While bits of me continue to tear
I'm the mirror to the one you compare
The feelings you've brought upon me are unfair
I fight to keep a straight face
I'm not easy to replace
I get weak in the knees
All because you're a tease
My stomach gets into knots
I pick love-me-nots
I get slammed by my heart
I've let you take it apart
No,today I don't think I'll care
But I'll make you aware
That I don't need you like I need air
I don't care.