Imprinted

Constantly running-
Will I ever catch my breath?
Tripping over every obstacle-
Is there any escape?
I'm in over my head-
Will there be room to breathe?
Your poisonous venom seeps through-
Will my heart ever be the same?
Like every touch, my body remembers-
Is there a chance I'll ever forget?
The brush of your hair, your sweet scent-
Why does my body scream for more?
A single touch, my body shivers-
I'll always want more from you
Weeping for some security-
I'll never be the same again.

Endlessly

Would it be okay-
If I fell apart.
Would your heart hurt-
If I shut down
Would you be okay-
If I went away
Would you break-
If I couldn't stay today
What if I-
Said I couldn't handle this
Would you care?
Would you chase me?
Or would you say good bye?

Breakable

Breakable;
Never thought I'd be the one making mistakes
Continuously begging for forgiveness,
The knees in my pants has been worn out
Constant screaming and headaches
An internal battalion ongoing;
Unreachable and unable to contain-
Expressionless face; emotionless
Full of energy, unable to show
Head held high until you've finally cracked it;
Walls crumbling that was once infallible
Once secure, now fragile;
Breakable.

Stand still

Every step I take
Is a step I just want to break
The world weighing upon my shoulders,
How much more can I carry?
Drowning in a pool of nothingness-
Was it all just my imagination?
Crying out continuously
Does it even matter at this point?
Fighting the urge to pull everything deep inside
Shoving it down, only to explode
Leading the path to be stuck in stasis...
No escape, no relief
Stand still for eternity.

Rock Bottom

Weighing in everybody's thoughts
Do what's right or what's cool
Pressure heavy upon the shoulders
A boulder hanging above my head
Smoking up a chimney to forget
Pass it around or lose your 'friends'
Waste the big bucks on brand names
When you could be playing games or scoring girls
First impressions- make or break
Prove your strength or accept defeat
Breaking and entering-
What a thrill (how pathetic)
Gotta stay on top of the social ladder
Rock bottom is for losers
And I'm a winner