Manic Mode

 Irrational-

All these thoughts consume me

Overreacting;

I let my insecurities best me

High and low;

No middle ground-

I'm stuck in stasis

My chest constricts 

And my mind screams out loud;

Silence echoes round the room

My emotions shut down,

My face: unreadable 

Until the dam breaks-

One by one the tears roll down

My heart heavy;

And I'm shattered all over again

Your eyes alone-

Brings me back to reality

I'm easily lost amongst your kisses

All these dreams and all these fears

Wash away when I feel you near;

My heartbeat quickens

And my thoughts calm the waters

My face radiates a smile from ear-to-ear

Manic Mode.

Justin

I fell for your thoughts,
And the way you said my name-
You make me feel amazing

I want to be inside your mind,
To hear every thought and desire-
All your fears and all your dreams

I want you,
To see the way you look at me-
And to feel the way I feel about you

My favorite moment with you,
Just lying still in bed-
Running my fingers along your back

I love the way you smile,
That silly smirk-
And the way I drive you crazy

I'm falling hard,
I want you-
Always.

Yours for the taking

I've been walking around; stumbling 
With my head in the clouds
For the longest time I've been crumbling,
And then there you were; 
Standing out in the crowds
All it took was one smile-
Before I began to fall
Made everything else worthwhile
You can be my wrecking ball;
Break me over and over
Tear down all the walls
You've won me over-
Baby, you can have it all;
You can have my heart and my body
But best of all you can have my mind-
I'm all yours for the taking.