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I don't have very many dreams or goals that most people have, some that are definitely unreachable, but worth striving for. Every now and then I write a story in my head or pen a poem down. The only way I know how to express myself through words is through my writing.

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

Yours.

My last words would be all yours,
Kept sealed with the wind
& forever unheard.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Conflicted

So much confusion
Not enough words to describe
Just how much I feel inside
All your feelings are such illusions
All logic disappears
I'm full of despair
Wishing there was something left to spare
And all I'm left with are tears
There's too much to deal
Bursts of love and hatred
All my feelings you've desecrated
There's too much to feel that's real
By all pain you've inflicted,
My heart's conflicted.

I hate you

You say you care
Wanna call me baby all the time
But in my mind you constantly compare
Making it sound as if anything I do is such a crime
You make me so fucking mad
All the stupid things you say and do
How much more stress will you add
I'm so done with you
I'm tired of you always being so fucking mad
Screaming and making me do what you want
All you do is make me sad
With your words, you constantly taunt
All you ever want me to be is miserable
Because it makes you happy knowing I'm not
Knowing that I'm where you want me to be
Makes you feel happy and free
I'm not your ball and chain
I fucking hate you.

Saturday, July 4, 2009

Close this door

I've seen this all before,
You want nothing more
It's time I closed this door.

I've heard this all before,
This time I'm leaving you
Begging on the floor.

You've said it all,
Said that you'd call.
Just put down the phone,
And left me all alone.
(All alone)

You've got your girls,
I bet they dance for you in twirls.
Bet you wouldn't notice if I was gone,
Just keep going on and doing what you do.
(Doing what you do)

Cause I, Cause I, Cause I've..

I've seen this all before,
You want nothing more
It's time I closed this door.

I've heard this all before,
This time I'm leaving you
Begging on the floor.

I'm gonna act as if I don't care
Gonna go somewhere, I don't know where
Somehow I'm gonna get there
(Gonna get there)

Leave you wondering why,
You've got me on some kind of high.
Got you begging me for more,
Should have thought of that before.
(Thought of that before)

Cause I, Cause I, Cause I've..

I've seen this all before,
You want nothing more
It's time I closed this door.

I've heard this all before,
This time I'm leaving you
Begging on the floor.