Without You

I can't win
I will always lose-
Without you
I can't soar
I will always fall-
Without you
I can't dance
I will always stumble-
Without you
I can't laugh
I will always cry-
Without you
I can't sleep
I will always be dreamless-
Without you
I can't run
I will never win this race-
Without you
I can't stop
 I will always love you
With you....

Insanity

Confined within four walls
Incapable of escape
Voices scream continuously
White walls, white floors, white everything
Am I what they say I am?
Grasping for words
Indescribable, full of dread
Trapped within my own mind.

Don't give up on me

Sliding-
Straight into a world dividing
Holding on; my grip slips
Pummeling and my body tips
People screaming, I'm numb
This isn't my time to come
Dark, silent, crimson
This can't be my extinction?
Little voices, louder
My head's the doubter
Whereas my heart continues to beat-
I'm not allowing such an easy defeat
Concrete, salty, soaked
Where am I?
My arms drenched, bloodied
Confusion- my mind muddied
My body aches, I'm screaming inside
All they could say was they "tried"
I'm a fighter!
My heart feels lighter
BEEP-BEEP-BEEP
"LOOK!!"

Don't ever give up on me.



*Side note: I get nightmares where I'm in a car accident. A lot of the time, I'm the one driving. My dreams usually never end this far, but to my loved ones, if this ever happens... I promise I'll always fight my hardest to come back. I love you. Especially Angie, you're the love of my life...