my life.. without you.

Laying here wide awake
Knowing I'll be awake for hours on end
Realizing that the one thing on my mind
Is never going to come true again.
I wonder if you ever lie awake and think the same thing
I roll over and tears begin to shed
This is nothing new, this is my life now.
Without you.
Ill manage to squeak out a whisper...
"I miss you"
Its never going to change
You're never going to be mine again

Truth begins to deceive

I try to stand strong
When the truth begins to deceive
There's nothing left to believe
There's nowhere left to belong
My destination's still unknown
I'm trying to move on
My life has been drawn
But now I'm all alone
I'm meant to walk these streets alone
But my forever has become unknown
The pain keeps holding on
It's time to let go
I try to stand strong
When the truth begins to deceive
There's nothing left to believe

In truth or lies

My forever turned out to be a lie
My love was all that she could deny
The dreams we shared shattered
She was the only one who mattered
She would have been the one I lived or died for
I would have given my forever to her
Searching for the real meaning
Realizing that she was my ending
To live in truth or in a lie
My heart, I cannot rely
For my forever turned out to be a lie.