Paralyzed

Watch the rain trinkle down
Look beyond the glass
The wind whispers to your ears
Singing the silent song that nobody hears
Reaching out, palm hand upright
In that moment the world disappears
Electric spasms from touch
Your body screams but you don't let go
Your eyes locked
Staring at something so beautiful
Something's calling your name
You turn to look but you can't move
Paralyzed-
You realize the scent that surround you
The sound changes to a sweet laughter
You see eyes full of smiles
You decide to leave the world behind
Because what's in front of your eyes
Is the only thing that matters;
She's your tears, your laughter
She's your heart.

indestructible

I hide behind masks of concealed disguises
My insecurities bring out the worst in me
I don't want to envy you
You're a dream maker -
But I don't wanna find out all the games you wanna play
You're full of mind games with a one track mind
I'll take my own sweet time
But I'll let you get the best of me,
Cause there's nothing else that I do well
She walks in and I slipped up -
My knees get weak
But I say that's just the nerves
But the truth is I've never fallen so hard
It terrifies me but you've got me smiling
I never wanna get up but you've knocked down my walls
This right here is where I belong - with you

To Live is to Die

To those who said, 'To live is to die'
Not one living thing has escaped its death
Whether to die peacefully or in terror
One must choose to either release the fear
Or to live in fear of something you cannot change
Some rejoice religiously, some might believe in out-worldly things
Or some might believe there's nothing there at all
Why are we born to suffer, to love, to experience
Why do we have to deal with losses to the reaper
We fight to live, but some fight to die
Some live long lives, some only live for weeks at a time
How do you choose, how do we deal
Panic attacks arise when thoughts of not existing
But what if-
What if we are okay?
What if we're not ?
We will never know...
It terrifies me
Thoughts of being buried or burned...
Or trapped screaming inside of a coma of which you will never wake
How do we know?
Some wish for immortality because they too are scared
Some think their lives are worthless
But why, why do we live to die?
Do we become stars amongst the rest of the glowing ones
Or do we float above our families and loved ones?
Do we have new lives?
Maybe we are where we choose to be
I wonder.. if we become happier
But it terrifies me
To leave you, to leave everyone
To have you leave me
It's not like I chose to live in fear
But I'm terrified of not existing
of being alone...
'To live is to die'
The only answer we have is to live life the best we can...
But I'm afraid of the unknown.