Heart secrets revealed

Such thoughts should frighten me
Your heart so close to mine
When I might run screaming
While it should enlighten me
As our bodies intertwine
Leave me sweetly dreaming

It's just that; dreaming
Lust cloud the mind
Troubles keep seeping
Heart secrets revealing
True love that's hard to find
You're the one I'm keeping

I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell,
I promise to love you and treat you well.

The Finale.

One hit doesn't knock me down
One breakdown isn't all it takes
You need a little more than that to push me around
They're all just little broken mistakes-
You're incapable of breaking this stride I've taken upon
I may have been broken once or maybe more
I'm done being tread on
Countless lies I've heard before
You're not going to get a grip on me-
Never again
Broken by you again; I'll never be
Even with pain, I'll gain-
To be free of your hold
To see the truth and feel the hate;
Realizing you're nothing but cold
You've been a great deal of weight-
The heaviness upon my heart has been lifted
My feelings have finally been shifted.

Dream

Pressed against the rough feel of bricks
Salty air beats against my face
Creaks of footsteps a bit ahead
Blood pumps vigorously in the air
Thumping of heart beat rapidly rises
-The game began-
Prey and predator; face to face
Desire rises as cold sweat washes over
No begs or cries
Fear consumes and the sound of my laughter echoes
-She runs-
Weak games are no fun to play
The pounding of the pavement down in the distant-
Swiftly. I turned.
Shock slapped her face
"Naughty little girl- didn't anyone tell you not to wander at night?"
-I wake-

Vampyre

She has, strange hunger,
Her lusts take me under;
She hates me, I love her...
Her presence makes me younger.

I feel her -- around me,
I feel this -- insanity;
She pulls me from my bliss,
Breathes fire, with each last kiss.
*But now she, she's breaking,
My sweet gift: destruction;
I took her down my foggy road,
Where the demons feel hell get cold.

Now in darkness, she's with me,
Feels the veil of our shame;
A perfect death is harmony,
Perfect love lasts an eternity.
     

Reality

And I don't think I'll sleep tonight
Laid down upon shattered glass- stabbing against my back
Words seeping into my heart- just not yours
My hands bare of what's supposed to be filled with yours
It just isn't the same without you- all alone
I'm stuck in a place in between- with and without you
Seasons never change- it's always so cold
Locked and thrown away- the key to every dream
I could keep on pretending but it's not getting me anywhere
My mind's full- thoughts of you- the nightmare begins
No, I don't think I'll sleep tonight

Impenetrable Fortress

I try to say the words but they go unspoken
I continue to fall but only cause you push me down
I'll be going down the road that's been broken
I may be crying but there's not gonna be a sound
I'm struggling to keep the smiles on my face
But the tears keep on rolling down
I'm trying and I'm hiding but I'm failing
It just not easy-
But I'll stand if you want me to,
My head's strong but my heart keeps on flailing
I'm trying to see this through
And I'll keep on fighting
But only cause it'll make me stronger
And It'll keep me close to you longer.

Silhouette

The silhouette of the Victorian gown stood out by the window
Hair curled about in pretty ringlets down her bare shoulders
Perfect breasts overflowing the bust-
Moonlight cast shadows on her face
The gown hugged and swirled down her waist to her toes
Delicate but overpowering
Captivated in the outrageous beauty of the gown
Lured in with complete lust
Her hand in mine-the other on her hip-
We dance.

I'll tell you...

I'd break but I've already been broken
I'd cry but I'm all cried out
I'd talk but all the words have gone unspoken
I'd be dreaming but I'm here without
I'm screaming cause I've never been there before
I'd tell you everything you want to know, but you'd heard it all
I'll tell you one time- I miss you more-
I'd keep on standing but I'm not afraid to fall
I'd laugh but I'm already laughing
I'd catch you but I'm holding you
I'd cave but baby haven't you seen I'm already caving
I'm already yours- only you.
I'll tell you one time- I miss you more-

Love

I walk alone
Shadow cast slightly to my left
Moonlight above my head- shone
Darkness overwhelming
chills shiver as I walked past
Stoned walls covered of ivy
Naturally I'd stand in this moment; captivated
Wishing the surreal reality would last
Feelings conflicting
Pressing palms against the cool steel
Sharp textures rub against the soles
Such memories causes the heart to reel
Burning such relishing thoughts into the soul
Every moment; sordid affairs come to mind
But broken ties are often lies
Anything to break the bind that hold us within
I turn to go and the wind slightly blow
Never looking back, not once nor twice
Every memory left to be locked inside
Every chance at love has its price
Ours just wasn't worth saving.

You

My heart is shaking
My words keep on breaking
I don't know where this is taking
But I know this is all of my making
I'm wanting
But I keep on waking
Losing all sense of mind
But you leave constant things to remind
I'd keep on walking
But you make me turn around
I keep on falling straight to the ground
That's just the heart's way of talking
My heart is shaking
My words keep on breaking
I don't know where this is taking
But it's all got me you.