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I don't have very many dreams or goals that most people have, some that are definitely unreachable, but worth striving for. Every now and then I write a story in my head or pen a poem down. The only way I know how to express myself through words is through my writing.

Monday, January 26, 2009

The truth

I never said you didn't love me,
You may not love me completely,
Maybe it's not enough to you because you feel that you love me less,
but for me.. it doesn't matter
I love everything about you,
I never have to question twice about that.
You're blind when you say you're not hot,
Why do you think you've got all the girls falling after you?
You may think you're not so great,
maybe that's what's wrong with me and you-
We don't see all the flaws,
But here's the thing,
You stated all the facts that you love about me,
I've done a lot of things that I never thought I could do,
There's a lot of first's with you
And a lot of last's.
I love how you joke,
I love how you're you no matter what.
I hate it when you cry, because I know somethings incredibly wrong when you do,
I hate it when you try and hide certain thoughts because you're afraid,
I wish I could erase every bad thing away,
but they make us who we are.
You say I don't know a lot of things about you
But I love what I do know,
I love how you claim to hate chick flicks,
but secretly I think you love them and all the drama- you do love Grey's .
I do love how we are when we're together,
I love it when that smirk creep up on your face,
I love it when you scare me.
Even though I'm torn up inside,
It's you that I'm worried about.
I don't want you hurting either.
Seven months isn't a long time,
Seventeen and nineteen is such a young age
But to me, none of that matters.
You're worth fighting for too.
Even if you think you're not good enough,
You better think twice.
You've got so many people who love you,
Just as much as I do or close to it.
You just have to know,
I'll never walk away,
Not from someone that I love.
You're worth it,
Worth the pain,
You're worth everything I've gone through.
I'd never regret it,
even if we don't make it in the end.
But right now, in this moment,
I love you, and you love me.
Maybe that's enough to get through it all,
Maybe that's all it matters.
I'll always be there,
You'll always be the first one I go to,
The one who I'd want to go to when I cry, or when I have something silly to say.
The one who's hand I want to hold on tight to when you make me watch a scary movie.
Scary movies are not my thing, I'd never watched them with anyone willingly
But I love them because they're with you.
So, no.. I'm not walking away.
I love you too.

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