A Vengence for Revenge

Escaping reality
Running from the truth
Hiding behind shades of lies
Holding back and fighting your heart,
Wanting and needing are two different things
Desire to be held,
Knowing that they want it too
But you must choose
Follow your responsibilities
Because you were taught to do so,
Avoiding your true love,
Tears shed and the heart aches
Fighting back your emotions,
Just to be numb,
To take over all control
Must protect others before yourself
"They come first"
Dreaming of having both,
Of escaping reality
And living in the truth instead of lies.
True love is lost
The fighting chance and only memories have vanished
Everything is gone.
Her true love has been ripped away
She had chosen responsibility over love
As did he.
Tears shed,
Anger and hurt infuriates and takes over
Losing all control and reasoning
Her love is gone,
All purpose has disappeared with him
But her vengence for revenge had strengthened,
Responsibility and the life she had chosen,
Is overthrown
"They come first" is rejected
Not now, she needs herself.
Running toward the truth,
For what she knows she has to do,
Between life and death,
And the promise she had given
Life only has one purpose,
And that is to kill.