Never ending cycle

Hidden feelings
Agonizing heart aches as she walks by
One glance, no looking back
Put the past in the past
Shed a single tear
But it does not matter
I'd walk away from this if I could
Never experience the love she gave
Or the heartache as she ripped away
But yet here I stand
Unable to truly tear myself away
But I do it for another day
The cycle repeats tomorrow,
Never ending.

My heart's got a memory

My heart's got a memory
Splattered all over pages
Crooked smiles and love in the eyes of yours
Pounding down on the pavement
You want me gone
But my heart's there to stay
I could dwell on what's been done
Let the rain drown me
But even then my heart's still got a memory
I'd be gone because you want me to be
But I'm still dreaming
I can see your face in my reflection
I go to touch it
But you're gone...
My heart's got a memory
I'm on the road to no where in particular
I may be gone
But even then my heart's still got a memory
My heart's got a memory...

full moon

Full moon's out tonight
I'm so senseless
Relentless.
I've lost my nerve
Over confidence
Nothing's gonna get me tonight
Feel your breath on my neck
Reach for the bite
But then I turn to run
Losing sense of gravity
So breathless
Must be the moon tonight
Gotta be careless
But there's something
Something about you that makes it alright
Forget the escape
Embrace
I've lost all sense of reality
But its okay,
Its the moon tonight

Lonely

With the way the wind blows,
Veiny fingers stretch toward the sky
Water ripples in circlets
Air crisp with the taste of rain
A lone path foreshadows your future
Breathe a sigh of lonely.

Succubus

Cold-hearted
Full of flaws,
Leading boys on
Whispering thoughts into their heads
"I like you"
Playing flirtatiously
Losing interest as theirs begin to build
Senseless play things
Brushing them off and picking up another
The cycle begin and end the same way
Flawlessly, the answer's always been the same
She's it.

*unrelated*

3 AM

Panic.
I sit on the edge of my bed weeping
My breathing falters
Quickens and weakens
Thoughts creep into my head
I can't.
I run.
Cold air whip at my wet cheeks
Swinging idling by the lone swing that's still
You should be there.
Your hand in mine.
Emptiness fill the void
Memories batter my heart
Misery should not come from you
I was yours.
To love and to break.
But completely yours
There is no escape
No comparisons
Lost in this moment
Knowing nothing will change
This is me without you.
The lone swing begin to swing.

Hidden

Locked in a cage of hidden truths
Barred from believing in the supernatural
Withholding every thought, every emotion
Denying your true being
States of hypocrisy arise
Chained between what is real and what is not
Unlike a masochistic lion, resist the urge to fight
Cower in fear of being turned against
But shed whatever sanity that's left
Release whatever rage that's been built inside
Break free of the manacles and roar
Accept your true beauty and be proud
No chains of lies
Only the truth can be seen through glamor
Credendo Vides: By believing, one sees
Glamor is in truth itself
Free yourself